A long way to go.

Training yesterday was a disaster. They have an entire script to memorize word for word and that is how you are to teach every class.

I am more of the free willed type so even though I tried my best to conform to their lesson plans word for word, I failed miserably.

I was the only one out of the 6 people training who was asked to meet on the eighth floor for a meeting. Will, my trainer respectfully told me that I was falling behind and that I need to do a great lecture tomorrow or he does not know if I will be able to complete the course.

Needless to say, I was floored!!!!!

I had no idea I was doing so poorly. It is only the third day of training and they told me I was the weakest link.

Everyone has been real supportive about it and my new friends bought me dinner last night.  They are all going to help me prepare for the lesson today so I can rock the demo tomorrow.

Man after Prague I thought that anything ECC could throw at me would be nothing in comparison. Maybe that's where I went wrong. This is an entirely different country with entirely different expectations. 

Oh well, not much to do now but to work hard and continue to do my best. 

God got me to come here for a reason, and even though I am not quite sure anymore what that reason might be, I trust him. 

Please pray for me because today and tomorrow will be difficult. 

I've had a shot to my pride and a sucker punch to my self esteem but fight the good fight!!!

To Arms Everyone!!!!!